another deep dive into finality and isolated resurgance of my very ego and self from the rot and ash and stiffening of my solace

guretinguso i am return from the fringe once more my lovely witness of this night i hope you are really here with me in this moment, i dont mind the loneliness but it would be nice to be... seen felt or, contemplated.... ... ((reciprocated)) ((mayb one day i will find you again...)) ah gosh. where are we now. hmm. i am staying with some rather pleasant individuals, names of lee and tanya. its a…