numbings, becoming a ghost, lament and an apology for the awfully negative feeling overall

sunday, august 17, 2025 11:49 pm i am not feeling so well these days. the last week alone has been humiliating. i really need to get out of here but i dont know where to go, what to do. for one- i am addicted pretty intensely to fentanyl, and the man ive been living with has been providing it to me. that is sadly possibly the only glue keeping us together right now aside from the fact that i get…