project log, ruminations, and social commentary. depressed, but present.

room 205, sleep inn greetings, been a while. as i write this message, i am sitting in the bed of room 205, inside of the sleep inn, matthews, north carolina. xenotrek and a new disciple are regaling over a successful renegade from earlier today. these days i can never get a word in edgewise without being made either an example or a laughing stock, which is truly reprehensible. love is....…