i must destroy myself to become anew

oh my gracious witness of today's lamenting song and scorn i crawl ever inwards, avoiding the avarice and greed yet mirror meets me still, glaring and stark, showing that which i uncomforted, the same reflecting on all sides, no matter the flavor or positioning... can i still remember me? ... it has been a long, very long time since i have seen my spine i gave it away, only for a day it is no…