i had my first kiss, and it's not what you think

Media always portrays your first kiss as something so incredibly intimate and emotionally charged, with the average expectation that it's supposed to be reserved for your special someone. For a long time, I wasn't sure if I was someone who could see that in myself. It's partially a self-esteem issue and also what I would consider some subgenre of aromantic thought process. I just have a really…