It's too much man, what the fuck's going on, what's my place in all this

Godammit. Any of y'all just…feel awful about their life's trajectory, and you make these wishy-washy blog posts or maybe videos or social posts or whatever, where you go "I have decided that I'm going to do some...thing" and then end up with months of radio silence cause surprise, the thing's actually hard (or, let’s be real, takes work )? Or other shit gets in the way? Or whatever excuses you…