dear diary #18, you're rushing & you don't even see it

I know that I recorded this but my gawd I needed to hear this again while I was editing it. I know that my creative process isn't as linear as I thought it would be but this message was so important. im grateful that im learning to slow down even with my own creations because truth is the thing I need or the motivation I can't find is renewed when I listen back to my work but often I dont because…