Deep-seated pain & Sunshine

Contrary to the title, I am feeling optimistic. At 30, I am finally brave enough to feel the deep-seated pain that I have been running away from for ages. It all began when I started therapy a month ago. During our first session, my psychologist kept asking me a two-part question that I simply do not have answers to: "How do you feel about what has happened? Where do you feel it in your body?". I…