If depression is what they said is is

If depression is what they say it is then I don’t have it. If I have it then it is not what they say it is… there is something else going on. I cannot see myself in those mirrors, and I do not understand the proposed solution to the mirrors that I cannot see myself in. And this is the impasse at the heart of two years of therapy at this point. I do not know what else to say. There is something off…