Annus Horribilis

This is heavy to write and the first of a few posts. Any on this topic may be hard to read, I suggest if you are not in a good headspace, maybe don’t read this or the later ones I post on the topic. I lost my partner/consort Kaitlyn to suicide on the night of May 16th. Three new moons ago. We had been together 11 years. No goodbye. Feel like I have to mention: no drugs, alcohol, or AI involved.…