A weight upon my heart

I've been feeling it again lately, the tightness in my chest, the restlessness in my mind that keeps me up at night and idle in the day. It's a familiar feeling, coming in waves and following a cycle, reminiscent of my days in W. Though the reasons and challenges differ this time, the struggle in my head and the questions on my mind remain the same. Can I do this? Am I going to be okay? The sense…