ilya’s ottawa pov but it’s written like dostoyevsky’s notes from the underground

shinywhatsoever : shinywhatsoever : ilya's ottawa pov but it's written like dostoyevsky's notes from the underground I am a sick man…. I am a spiteful man. I am a bad captain. I believe my psyche is fucked. However, I know nothing at all about my disease, and do not know for certain what ails me. I don’t consult a therapist for it, and never have, though I have a respect for psychology and…