Wanting to be a (Real) Dragon

(Note: This post is not an accusation or attack on any person or any community. This is simply a post of my struggles, desires, and experiences in hopes of documenting my strange identity). I wish I could be a dragon. As a polymorph, dragons are extremely important to my identity. Without dragons, more than half of my core would be gone. I've been fascinated with dragons since I was young. I…