Harming myself

I saw their faces when I told them the thing that made them ask if I had ever had thoughts of harming myself (they didn't say it like that). I knew the shift, I understood what was and what wasn't being said, I changed tone but I also quite liked the discomfort that had set in. Unusually I was as open and honest and confident of my story as I have ever been, I noticed that about myself, I could…