i so badly miss pretending to be capable of being loved but that skin is loose around me now and i…

i so badly miss pretending to be capable of being loved but that skin is loose around me now and i can&rsquo;t make it stay put and i&rsquo;m embarrassing myself at the function while my skin falls off of me like water and i&rsquo;m desperately trying to submerge myself before it flows away completely