I Feel Like a Psychopath During Prayer

I don't say that for shock value. It's just the thought that goes through my head when it's quiet and still, when I've been told to put the phone down, stop scrolling, stop working, and simply talk to God. Because here's the truth: it's really hard for me to do nothing with my hands. I'm somebody who loves working. I love solving problems. I love strategizing. I love moving the ball forward. I…