Scaring the shit out of myself

My partner is out of town. That means I have the house to myself… I’m all alone… just me and my kitties… spooky! Whenever my partner is away, I like to scare the shit out of myself by watching scary movies in complete darkness. I like being scared. It gives me a rush. Maybe I’m an adrenaline junkie, but I’m too unathletic to chase that high via sports and too straight-laced to chase it via drugs.…