in aporia

i feel wrong i feel deadly wrong was it my flaw the day you died i couldnt fake it on a leaf its only human my human alone gone wrong somewhere how could i carry part of a song even for us how can i carry any part when i dont know your part at all when however far i look into the future i see more the garbled tangle of our past and in the past my disbelief grief-black how far i look for strangled…