Saturday Emptiness

Some words now to describe how I feel: tired, discouraged, demotivated, trapped, joyless, hopeless, sorrowful, depressed. I feel like a total failure. I feel that I am so very far behind. I feel like I am slowly failing. Everything feels so very dark and hopeless. My work feels like a burden. I feel so inauthentic in the way that I am living my life. The vacay feels like a burden.