Seeing

I feel the fear again, but it is completely understandable. No reason for feeling guilty about the fear. After all, I have practiced being this way for decades. It's not going to go away just like that, probably not going to go away at all. The important thing right now is to see it, and I have seen it. I put down too many things to do today. I packed the day. Even though I went to the gym, I did…