The impossible dream

In every self-improvement attempt I've done, there would be times where it didnt work out and made me question everything. What am I doing? What am I chasing? Why I do this? How long will this be? So on and so forth. These days, I feel like there's so much to change about myself. In detail, Looks. I ain't lying when I said that my friend looks way better than me, in almost everything. Hairstyle,…