gnats

in a wet, grey cubicle. a thousand buzzing gnats swirling at my head. the swarm is so dense i cannot see beyond them. i pray for forgiveness because i have fucked up again. i breathe out because i have forgotten to let my breath out. i am a monkey locked in this cage. there is no getting to the bottom of these emotions because the body is a physics machine. i cannot extricate myself from the…