2 Years Sober

On June 25th, 2023, I was sitting at my desk drinking a quart of gin and thinking about killing myself. I had tried quitting alcohol multiple times in the year and failed each time within days. I felt like nothing mattered anymore and if I drank myself to death, nobody would care. This, of course, was not true. But the alcohol was louder and more persuasive than anything else so I kept on…