5th deployment

Hey, Bear. Getting deployed soon. For the first time I'm feeling really anxious. I really don't want to go. Not sure why, after the trip back home this military service kinda washed off me. We don't have water for a while, no electricity and gas. Can't even wash myself properly. The tax service messing with me because I did my tax report with delay at the start of the year. At the morning our car…