Drunk Texts I wish I could send to my ex

Do you go back through our messages and listen to our old voice notes too? I'm sorry. I wish it could have been different. If I called right now would you pick up? I'm fucking another person who says the same things as you but it's not the same. I miss the way you loved me and took me apart the last time I felt comfortable and safe was the last time I held you. I'm sorry. I wish I could be put…