i don't feel like someone who should be giving advice

but i made it up to this point so why not shit will happen and you can't prepare for it that is exactly why it is called shit but you can find life in some things for example in writing or creating something.. even when it feels like death. no, esspecially when it feels like death cos going into death head first is what proves to you that you are alive. yes you could just lay in bed and enjoy life…