i'm biologically optimized to be an alcoholic

but alcohol just isn't my type of drug ever since I've been little i was fascinated by the archetype of a self loathing alcoholic he drinks, has enough self awareness to see that he is a piece of shit - but still he just continues to drink and currently i think that is because i have some undeniable potential to be one as i drink for the anxiety to magically disappear, and it really does so..…