i miss you

––––– To mom and dad, I haven't written as much as I'd like to, I've been focusing on present day, present time. For as long as I could remember — you both wanted to forget your past at all costs, and look to the future.. I feel I'm the opposite. Day by day, the future looks bleak. Most of what I cherish are considered relics from the past, including most media I care to discover.. This year has…