got calmer (taken meds), so trying to talk to ppl as some others from our crew inside… well they…

got calmer (taken meds), so trying to talk to ppl as some others from our crew inside… well they heavily believe it's prodrome to losing my goddamn mind again and yeah i can see it this time around bc it's mostly topics that have been there before that are main thoughts that are getting stronger. so idk. obviously they're nowhere in delusion territory but the change between such things can come…