Spent some money on myself today.

I finally hit the purchase button. Decision paralysis defeated. I have trouble buying things, especially for myself. The guilt that comes from abandoning my hyperfixations is quite unbearable. I'm working on it. I wouldn't necessarily say I have a spending problem. Maximum 4 times out of the year I splurge. It isn't repeated consistent spending, so I give myself some grace. But the parts leading…