20

Inside every old person is a young one wondering what happened — Terry Pratchett (Moving Pictures) I turned 20 recently. I don’t feel older, of course—who ever feels older on their birthday—but I can feel a Rubicon crossed, deep down; a Rubicon whose effects are yet to bear, effects which I can feel well up, creeping up the edges of my heart; I can see them consume me in recent futures. 20. Two…