paralyzed 🌧️

i feel paralyzed. that sickening feeling of wanting to do so much you don’t know where to start. i want to be the writer and the painter, the solo traveler who disappears into coffee shops. the adventurer always chasing the novel, and the homebody who crochets her own clothes. the skateboarder, the motorcyclist painting murals across the city. the musician with a guitar, bleeding into her own…