What is Ambivalence?

Ambivalence is caring in two directions at once — holding two conflicting feelings simultaneously, neither one canceling the other out. You love this person. You are also exhausted by them. You want to be here. You also want to be anywhere else. You are grateful for the time you still have. You are also bracing for what comes next. You chose this. You also didn’t choose this, not really, not with…