This Is When Everything Falls Apart

To succeed in this racket one has to have at least one favorable genetic trait or predisposition. I have none of those. I am prone to an adult ADHD-like conditions, have very narrow attention window and could barely hold 5 chinks of information instead of 7. I am easily distracted, even by large flies, and it takes very long time to restart anything, losing most of the previously build "context".…