Where to go? What to do?

I didn't get another writing job. I've applied to several over the last 9 months or so, but I don't currently have any meaningful prospects. My full time job drains my soul. It makes me miserable, and no matter how much I try to make the most of it and shift my frame of mind around it, it will never be what I want. It will never be meaningful, or provide a sense of personal success. I'm…