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Content warning: Meds, drugs, pity party I really need to stop taking Adderall, but I also really need to take it. I only take the minimal possible dose, 5mg, but it always leaves me feeling on death's doorstep at the end of the day. But I feel so productive when I take it. I have autism, and the slew of comprbidities that go with it, and some days I can hardly be productive for two hours, let…