me describing what purgatory consciousness looks/feels like...

Me describing in more depth what purgatory consciousness looks/feels like. It's definitely better than hell, but it is not by any means, heaven. It's a mix and it's ups & downs and it's a lot of pain/suffering with a few good moments and glimpses of heaven, here and there. Definitely not where I want to stay, but what I feel the last 10+ years of my life have been, mostly. Looking forward to…