Everything is so complicated

Dear Dad, Where do I begin? I know I wrote you a letter at some point last week but with the evening drawing to a close (and I only know this because it's dark outside), I'm still lost in time. I feel like I have no idea what day it is or what time it is anymore and I've felt like that for a while now. Today was the same as usual... usual being our new normal — you in in-home hospice. It's been a…