I'm heartbroken

Dear Dad, I'm sorry I haven't written in a few days. I don't know what to write. I'm sort of scared to. Right now you're in your bed snoring. When I don't hear a snore, I check the camera and watch you for movement and feel relieved when either you move your hands or a snore escapes your mouth. It's been a month and a few days of in-home hospice. This morning when the aide came for your daily…