the floccinaucinihilipilification of time and insecurity

This morning I have no desire to be argumentative or sure of anything. I found ramblings in notes.app from 2021 about projects I forgot about and then "came up with" again, completed 3-4 years later. I'm like, oh yeah, my brain is filled with noise that distracts me from the realization that I'm acting out the same patterns I always have. I think this is what people mean when they something…