I Enjoy Things Wrong

It’s a special kind of isolation, I think. To be a weird kid that can’t hang out with the other weird kids, cause you’re weird even for them. I often wonder how my austim impacts my ability not only to connect with neurotypicals, but with other autistic people. I think a lot of it, like you said, does stem from the mental rigidity that locks me in place. I know how I am supposed to behave, but…