I woke up this morning, and I cried

I said today, to my partner and his mother, that I would go and help work on maintenance projects at the theatre, in preparation for a street fair this weekend. Well, I said that last weekend, and yesterday, but today is the day I was supposed to go. That was several hours ago. They went without me. And I tried. I tried so hard. I did fun things on my weekend before, and I went home after work on…