Bodies

I've been fat my whole life, so it shouldn't really come as a surprise that I think about my body a lot. I've had sort of a contentious relationship with it in the sense that I have gone back and forth between hating it and accepting it as is. When I was a kid, I had a fuzzy picture of myself as thinner, more attractive than I was then. But, unlike the way we see with some celebrities, puberty did…