The ever that has ever been

It's been a while, hasn't it? Sorry about that. I stopped posting after October, but I've been here. Just popping in whenever I can to check out stuff going on... but I haven't been really posting. Safe to say, most of what I predicted in my September post really happened. I crashed... majorly. Of course, on the surface to my peers, I've been great, but internally I've been questioning what makes…