Like here is my thought process I can&rsquo;t make any art right now without hitting a wall, and the one type I can actually make is apparently the one type I shouldn&rsquo;t make, and I can&rsquo;t talk about art without insulting people and I genuinely think art is one of the most important things in my life and if I can&rsquo;t do anything involving it, why do I even exist