participating in a letdown crisis, rainy sort of day, and updated website (cybersec) -::-

suffering, eons, and a gas station i have been suffering most righteously. for eons now, it feels like. it has been so very long. is anyone still reading these? am i a character in anybody's inner world? do you remember me? do you read me? ah. an exasperated sigh seems to permeate my entire being. i am forever sailing from collapse to perceived moment, from now into henceforth. the present is…