if i disappeared today, would the world be a better place tomorrow?

i've been thinking about this a lot lately. i haven't been able to function properly. working and socializing has been getting harder and harder. i feel paralyzed, not being able to complete what i'm supposed to do despite knowing i'm responsible for all of that. i've just been crying or sleeping despite knowing that the deadline is getting closer and i might lose what i have if i keep doing this.…