i listened to 50 albums

been having a nightmare three weeks of personal life eruptions and professional life stalemates, where it feels as though the only thing I&rsquo;ve actually achieved recently is this: listening to the 50 album&rsquo;s on NME&rsquo;s best of 2025 list . the majority i didn&rsquo;t care about, and there were a few already in rotation including addison rae and ethel cain and oklou, but a bunch of…