You must be really desperate

I am almost done with My Strggle Book Two. And I am just beginning to understand what his struggle is. It's not something tangible, like I want to have this or not have that, blablabla, for that would be too easy. Instead, the struggle is what always evades one. He can only feel the symptom without knowing the cause. The struggle leaves one no fighting chance because he cannot even know what it is…