Duel (1971), insecure masculinity

In the olden days, before my hermitage, I’ve worked as a glazier, a farmer and a builder. Proper working men’s jobs where you work with your hands and get dirty. Manipulating physical matter, like a real man , bending the fruits of the earth to my will. Not just typing into a computer like a woman . Dealing with middle class suburban and metropolitan men while undertaking those jobs was always an…