# free download (blogs) — RSS Amplifier Recent posts from the 9 feeds in the RSS Amplifier directory that cover free download. Page: Feed: --- ## [Photos 17 Aug 2026](https://conscientiousnihilism.bearblog.dev/photos-17-aug-2026/) _2026-08-17 · conscientiousnihilism · conscientious nihilism_ I like to take pictures of decay sometimes, like the natural wear and tear of existence on things. Anything old, dirty, rusted, etc, and particularly if it has some real texture to it. Before we get to those, enjoy a plant growing out of a filthy pond. The water may not look super filthy in this picture, but it was algae-green. This picture is of a building that was like 3/4s demolished and now… ## [PUBLISHED! Borderline Personalities](https://vrfoundation.net/published-borderline-personalities/) _2026-08-17 · Sam Vaknin · Vaknin-Rangelovska Foundation_ An overview of recent advances in the study of Borderline Personality Organization and Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD). FREE DOWNLOAD of the BOOK https://www.academia.edu/171926684/Borderline\_Personalities https://www.researchgate.net/publication/412313392\_Borderline\_Personalities https://archive.org/details/borderlinepersonalities ## [I am re-hinged, at least for now](https://conscientiousnihilism.bearblog.dev/i-am-re-hinged-at-least-for-now/) _2026-08-13 · conscientiousnihilism · conscientious nihilism_ If you read my last post about being unhinged, here's an update. I feel re-hinged. I am not in total fucked up despair mode anymore. I did spend the last two days barely able to get out of bed without feeling super tired and with a massive headache, but I survive and I am more baseline now, at least. Things are still rough, I'm still recovering from whatever physical ailment that was (sleep… ## [Some days I just feel unhinged.](https://conscientiousnihilism.bearblog.dev/some-days-i-just-feel-unhinged/) _2026-08-10 · conscientiousnihilism · conscientious nihilism_ Oh boy, here I go being a whiny little baby again! Don't read this. I don't know why I'm writing it or posting it. Ugh. Some days I fucking hate myself. Some days, such as today, I wake up and I just feel frustrated and annoyed at everything . I have good reason to be frustrated and annoyed about certain things. But most days I can, like, be more or less normal? Today is not one of those days. I… ## [New MIDI Piano Profile](https://volterockreview.blogspot.com/2026/08/new-midi-piano-profile.html) _2026-08-05 · Volterock Review · Volterock Review_ T he MIDI Association and AMEI jointly released the MIDI-CI Profile for Piano (Version 1.0), together with its companion Implementation Guide. It is a milestone years in the making: a shared, formally specified agreement for how a piano performance travels from one instrument to another and arrives with its musical intent intact. The Profile standardizes a common velocity curve mapping musical… ## [A New Home for My Writing](https://travellikeanartist.substack.com/p/a-new-home-for-my-writing) _2026-07-23 · Pam Vale · Travel Like an Artist_ Will You Join Me? ## [FREE Seminar in OHRID November 12-15, 2026](https://vrfoundation.net/free-seminar-in-ohrid-november-12-15-2026/) _2026-07-22 · Sam Vaknin · Vaknin-Rangelovska Foundation_ SEMINAR TOPIC The Vaknin-Rangelovska Foundation and the Commonwealth Institute of Advanced Professional Studies CIAPS (Cambridge, UK) are organizing this free seminar: The topic: ““Borderline Personalities”. Bonus Lecture: “Sexuality in Cluster B Personality Disorders” Seminar Agenda: https://www.narcissistic-abuse.com/borderlinepersonalities.pdf FREE DOWNLOAD of the BOOK… ## [Free Lectures Sponsored by The Vaknin-Rangelovska Foundation](https://vrfoundation.net/free-lectures-sponsored-by-the-vaknin-rangelovska-foundation/) _2026-07-22 · Sam Vaknin · Vaknin-Rangelovska Foundation_ AUGUST 2026 50 Shades of Narcissism Conference (Russia) SEPTEMBER 2026 Narcissist in Daily Life Zoom Lecture (together with the Africa Insight Foundation) OCTOBER 2026 26th EUROTAS International Transpersonal Conference, Greece ## [A New Adventure Begins](https://travellikeanartist.substack.com/p/a-new-adventure-begins) _2026-07-16 · Pam Vale · Travel Like an Artist_ A book about curiosity, attention, and trusting yourself. ## [Album review: all my feelings buried at the bottom of the sea by pinkhydrangea](https://conscientiousnihilism.bearblog.dev/album-review-all-my-feelings-buried-by-pinkhydrangea/) _2026-07-07 · conscientiousnihilism · conscientious nihilism_ Listen and purchase at pinkhydrangea's bandcamp here The artist pinkhydrangea has released a new album, and since I was absolutely in love with their last album, Ethereal K-Pop Noise, which you can read about if you click here , I was hopeful that this one would be good too. It's good! Ethereal K-Pop Noise (henceforth EKPN) hit me so hard in just the right place at just the right time that I… ## [Build with the cheapest GPUs (Sponsored)](https://crawlproof.com/a/s6sdC8eubvul) _2026-07-07 · **Sponsored**_ Deployed a live API in minutes; one user spent under $10. ## [An Artists View Of Versailles](https://travellikeanartist.substack.com/p/an-artists-view-of-versailles) _2026-06-18 · Pam Vale · Travel Like an Artist_ Looking Past The Obvious ## [Make Music Day is Almost Here!](https://volterockreview.blogspot.com/2026/06/make-music-day-is-almost-here.html) _2026-06-09 · Volterock Review · Volterock Review_ M ake Music Day is less than 2 weeks away, June 21st! "Launched in 1982 in France as the Fête de la Musique, Make Music is celebrated on the same day in more than 2,000 cities in dozens of countries around the world. Completely different from a typical music festival, Make Music is open to anyone who wants to take part. Every kind of musician — young and old, amateur and professional, of every… ## [A Historic Secret Garden](https://travellikeanartist.substack.com/p/a-historic-secret-garden) _2026-06-04 · Pam Vale · Travel Like an Artist_ When You Stumble On Horticultural Magic ## [Full Digital Collection Download](https://archive.forestwizard.net/2026/06/02/full-digital-collection-download/) _2026-06-02 · Forest Wizard · Forest Wizard Archive_ To download all files in the collection at once, please click this link to access the shared folder with the zip file and inventory. ## [How To Bring Your Vacation Home](https://travellikeanartist.substack.com/p/how-to-bring-your-vacation-home) _2026-05-21 · Pam Vale · Travel Like an Artist_ When Things Are Too Pretty To Use ## [EAR Cataloging Standards](https://archive.forestwizard.net/2026/05/20/ear-cataloging-standards/) _2026-05-20 · Forest Wizard · Forest Wizard Archive_ Because this project is about cataloging processes as well as esotericism (one might say they’re two sides of the same coin), I want to share the current standards I’m using. These are all subject to change, but future changes will be posted on this blog. Digital File Naming Standards The entire digital collection conforms to \[…\] ## [VR Foundation Sam Vaknin Legacy Project](https://vrfoundation.net/vr-foundation-sam-vaknin-legacy-project/) _2026-05-11 · zvermar · Vaknin-Rangelovska Foundation_ We are delighted to announce the new institutional repository of the legacy of Sam Vaknin. The Sam Vaknin Legacy Project is hosted on Internet Archive: https://archive.org/details/@vr\_foundation\_sam\_vaknin\_legacy\_project Over the next 2 years we will be uploading to this archive thousands of videos, dozens of books, and thousands of articles and essays, all written by Sam Vaknin. Topics covered… ## [A Date With A Painting](https://travellikeanartist.substack.com/p/a-date-with-a-painting) _2026-05-07 · Pam Vale · Travel Like an Artist_ Tips For Seeing More In Overwhelming Spaces ## [How A Solo Trip To Oaxaca Showed Me What I'm Actually Capable Of, an Interview with Guest Ann Bishop](https://travellikeanartist.substack.com/p/how-a-solo-trip-to-oaxaca-showed) _2026-04-23 · Pam Vale · Travel Like an Artist_ I Discovered I'm Braver Than I Thought ## [PUBLISHED! Life Cycle of the Narcissist: Parents, Partners, Children (From Self to Objects)](https://vrfoundation.net/published-life-cycle-of-the-narcissist-parents-partners-children-from-self-to-objects/) _2026-04-17 · zvermar · Vaknin-Rangelovska Foundation_ Pathological narcissism is a lifespan disorder and structures the life cycle of the narcissist from early childhood to adulthood and senescence. The book describes the intricate dynamics between the narcissist (a person diagnosed with Narcissistic Personality Disorder or NPD) and his parents, intimate partners, and own offspring. FREE DOWNLOAD of the BOOK… ## [Try Before You Buy, Risk-Free (Sponsored)](https://crawlproof.com/a/XvGCJdyXO3Px) _2026-04-17 · **Sponsored**_ Free trial hosting plus refunds processed in 12-24 hours, guaranteed. ## [at one point I intended](https://conscientiousnihilism.bearblog.dev/at-one-point-i-intended/) _2026-04-16 · conscientiousnihilism · conscientious nihilism_ At one point I intended to use this blog to write or rant about political situations or the state of the world, things governments were doing, and the like. I even did, once, a little bit ago. But man, things have been increasingly and incredibly more depressing and devastating and just downright horrible since then. I thought murdering citizens in the streets was bad enough, but somehow it keeps… ## [10 Small Practices That Change How I See The World When I Travel](https://travellikeanartist.substack.com/p/10-small-practices-that-change-how) _2026-04-09 · Pam Vale · Travel Like an Artist_ The Real Magic Of Travel Isn't The Destination - It's Your Attention ## [Talking About Ben Tangle and the album "Vast Echoes" by Bingo Harry](https://conscientiousnihilism.bearblog.dev/ben-tangle-vast-echoes-bingo-harry/) _2026-03-29 · conscientiousnihilism · conscientious nihilism_ Link to the album here: Vast Echoes by Bingo Harry. I first came across this guy Ben through he and his wife's youtube channel, Ben and Emily, when they lived on what's called a "narrowboat" on the canals of England. I really liked watching the canal videos and seeing how they lived and all the cool stuff about living on the canals. They're fun and interesting videos and have sold me on the idea… ## [The Most Creative Thing You Can Do When Traveling Is Pay Attention, an Interview with Guest Nina Medić](https://travellikeanartist.substack.com/p/the-most-creative-thing-you-can-do) _2026-03-26 · Pam Vale · Travel Like an Artist_ When Travel Becomes About People Instead Of Places ## [Album review: L'INVITÉ by L'INVITÉ. Also, it is so hard to write about music](https://conscientiousnihilism.bearblog.dev/album-review-linvite-by-linvite/) _2026-03-16 · conscientiousnihilism · conscientious nihilism_ Listen to L'INVITÉ here. I was provided with a free download code for this album. Trying to review this album has shown to me that I don't really seem to have or know how to properly deploy the vocabulary to talk about music. My previous review was mostly about the vibes of the album, the imagery the crunchy distorted sounds conjured in my mind. L'INVITÉ is a harder nut for me to crack. I enjoy… ## [What If You Brought Your Creative Practice With You Everywhere?](https://travellikeanartist.substack.com/p/what-if-you-brought-your-creative) _2026-03-12 · Pam Vale · Travel Like an Artist_ Are You An Active Or Passive Traveler? ## [I believe I'm suffering from Caffeine Withdrawal](https://conscientiousnihilism.bearblog.dev/i-believe-im-suffering-from-caffeine-withdrawal/) _2026-03-05 · conscientiousnihilism · conscientious nihilism_ I love me some ice coffee. I rarely if ever drink hot beverages, so I don't drink hot coffee. But iced coffee? Hell yeah. Unfortunately for me, I am going through a bit of a rough patch financially and so this morning I didn't drink any coffee or any caffeine at all, and my god am I miserable. I have a decently bad headache, I feel like I have brain fog and can't concentrate on anything real, and… ## [NAMM 2026: Benn Jordan with FL Studio](https://volterockreview.blogspot.com/2026/02/namm-2026-benn-jordan-with-fl-studio.html) _2026-02-23 · Volterock Review · Volterock Review_ B enn Jordan discusses innovation and the future of music production with FL Studio at the NAMM Show at the XCHANGE Stage. This video recording is the last part of that discussion. Watch it below: ## [Album Review: Ethereal K-Pop Noise by pinkhydrangea](https://conscientiousnihilism.bearblog.dev/album-review-ethereal-k-pop-noise-by-pinkhydrangea/) _2026-02-18 · conscientiousnihilism · conscientious nihilism_ Available in two places here at Echoveil records and here at Pink Hydrangea's page . I was provided a free download from Echoveil records. This album feels like deep healing. I often wonder what the fuck happened to me or is wrong with me to make me the way I am. It feels so lonely being a fucking weirdo sometimes, but then I listen to something like this and I think that if someone could make… ## [NAMM 2026: Day 3 Part 1](https://volterockreview.blogspot.com/2026/02/namm-2026-day-3-part-1.html) _2026-02-13 · Volterock Review · Volterock Review_ T he day of exhibits opened and music enthusiasts flooded the convention center to see and hear the latest musical instruments, gear, software, and more! Charlie Puth made a special appearance presented by Mix With the Masters demonstrating how to make a song with the latest technology for songwriters concluding with a Q&A. Mix With the Masters also had a number of guests at their booth on the… ## [Sync Bookmarks Everywhere (Sponsored)](https://crawlproof.com/a/TDj7QZpOeSjF) _2026-02-13 · **Sponsored**_ Two-way sync keeps folders and toolbar intact across Chrome, Firefox, and Safari. ## [FREE Seminar in OHRID, May 21-24, 2026](https://vrfoundation.net/free-seminar-in-ohrid-may-21-24-2026/) _2026-02-12 · zvermar · Vaknin-Rangelovska Foundation_ Ohrid Seminar Overview and Photo Gallery SEMINAR TOPIC The Vaknin-Rangelovska Foundation and the Commonwealth Institute of Advanced Professional Studies CIAPS (Cambridge, UK) are organizing this free seminar: The topic: ““The Life Cycle of the Narcissist: Relationships with Parents, Intimate Partners, His/her Children: Progression from Self to Objects”. VENUE Hotel Unique Resort and Spa, Ohrid… ## [NAMM 2026: Day 2](https://volterockreview.blogspot.com/2026/02/namm-2026-day-2.html) _2026-02-11 · Volterock Review · Volterock Review_ Day 2 of the NAMM Show 2026 included Global Media Day - Watch the full video recording here - with some new surprises from DW Drums and Slingerland - Watch Scott Donnell tell you more about it here - and while at the NAMM International Member Reception, we met William and Trenton of Liquid Robot Music Toys. They've invented a fashionable wrist band that holds a pick on a string so you never lose… ## [NAMM 2026: DW Drums and Slingerland](https://volterockreview.blogspot.com/2026/02/namm-2026-dw-drums-and-slingerland.html) _2026-02-09 · Volterock Review · Volterock Review_ S cott Donnell shows us what's new from DW Drums and Slingerland! Watch the video below: ## [NAMM 2026: Day 1 Video Recap](https://volterockreview.blogspot.com/2026/02/namm-2026-day-1-video-recap.html) _2026-02-08 · Volterock Review · Volterock Review_ P erformances by Roland Grant, Dolly Ave, and Too Hot For Leather and Speeches on Music Advocacy sum just of few of the fantastic events on the first day of the NAMM Show in Anaheim California 2026. Watch the video below: ## [NAMM 2026: Global Media Day](https://volterockreview.blogspot.com/2026/02/namm-2026-global-media-day.html) _2026-02-07 · Volterock Review · Volterock Review_ W atch the NAMM Show 2026 Global Media Day featuring Fender, PRS Guitars, Gibson, inMusic, AKAI, RANE, SHURE, KORG, Roland, Yamaha, PMC, Lutefish, Martin Guitars and performances by The Runarounds, Margaret Glaspy, J Black, DJ K-Swizz, Rachel K Collier, Chris Buck, and Molly Tuttle. Watch the video below: ## [this situation is not political](https://conscientiousnihilism.bearblog.dev/this-situation-is-not-political/) _2026-01-29 · conscientiousnihilism · conscientious nihilism_ Politics is the action of and discussion about how a government is supposed to run things. It's deciding who is gonna go where, and what sort of actions they're gonna do. To be less vague, what I mean is politics is the elections, the writing of bills, the debating of whether this bill will bring the most benefit to the people or if we need to change it to make it give MORE benefit to the people.… ## [origin of "conscientious nihilism"](https://conscientiousnihilism.bearblog.dev/origin-of-conscientious-nihilism/) _2026-01-28 · conscientiousnihilism · conscientious nihilism_ Every so often I get the itch to make some sort of music, or at least an auditory experience. I've dabbled in various genres and styles over the years, death metal mostly as a joke, electronic music semi-seriously (but poorly made), and a few years ago I began to experiment with ambient music, and in particular dark ambient and noise-adjacent experimental stuff. I had made deterioration , which is… ## [PUBLISHED! The Organising Gate: The ASR Complex and the Reconstruction of Reality After Narcissistic Abuse Mirrored Psychic Inversion Theory (MPIT)](https://vrfoundation.net/published-the-organising-gate-the-asr-complex-and-the-reconstruction-of-reality-after-narcissistic-abuse-mirrored-psychic-inversion-theory-mpit/) _2026-01-21 · zvermar · Vaknin-Rangelovska Foundation_ You didn’t just lose a relationship — you lost reality. After narcissistic abuse, the mind doesn’t “move on.” It replays, audits, obsesses, and tries to rebuild coherence from fragments. Memory becomes evidence. Identity becomes negotiable. And the harder you search for answers, the more the ground shifts. The Organising Gate introduces the ASR Complex — a precise map of how perception, threat,… ## [NAMM 2026: Day 1](https://volterockreview.blogspot.com/2026/01/namm-2026-day-1.html) _2026-01-21 · Volterock Review · Volterock Review_ The 2026 NAMM Show is celebrating an astounding 125 years and Tuesday was just the beginning of this triumph! It kicked off with The NAMM Foundation Day of Service bringing together volunteers for community service to support music education and industry professionals. Meanwhile, The Retail Financial Summit offered financial training for music retailers. More sessions began to unfold throughout… ## [True Love Event Next Month!](https://volterockreview.blogspot.com/2026/01/true-love-event-next-month.html) _2026-01-10 · Volterock Review · Volterock Review_ T rue Entertainment brings their iconic event back again this year, but for 2 days instead of one, full of connection, movement, and music! Tickets are now on sale! Get them here, get them early for a discount ## [Lectures in University of Applied Sciences in Elbląg, Poland), sponsored by the Vaknin-Rangelovska Foundation](https://vrfoundation.net/lectures-in-university-of-applied-sciences-in-elblag-poland-sponsored-by-the-vaknin-rangelovska-foundation/) _2025-11-24 · zvermar · Vaknin-Rangelovska Foundation_ ## [Discovering Mausritter: OSR Adventures for Brave Little Mice](https://rollsanity.com/discovering-mausritter-osr-adventures-for-brave-little-mice/) _2025-10-30 · Søren · Rollsanity.com_ Mausritter stands out in the crowded landscape of old-school revival games by shrinking the scale of heroism down to something delightfully intimate. Released in 2020 by indie publisher Losing Games, this tabletop RPG invites players to step into the paws of anthropomorphic mice navigating a world brimming with oversized dangers. It’s not just another fantasy \[…\] The post Discovering Mausritter:… ## [Perils & Princesses: Exploring Gritty Fairy Tale Adventures in OSR Style](https://rollsanity.com/perils-princesses-exploring-gritty-fairy-tale-adventures-in-osr-style/) _2025-10-30 · Søren · Rollsanity.com_ In the world of tabletop role-playing games, few titles capture the dual essence of whimsy and peril quite like Perils & Princesses. This OSR-inspired RPG reimagines classic fairy tales through a lens of clever heroism and emotional depth, inviting players to step into a realm where danger lurks behind every enchanted thicket. Released in late \[…\] The post Perils & Princesses: Exploring Gritty… ## [FREE DOWNLOADS OF NEW BOOKS](https://vrfoundation.net/free-downloads-of-new-books/) _2025-09-21 · zvermar · Vaknin-Rangelovska Foundation_ PUBLISHED! Abravin Narcissistic Abuse Basic Dictionary https://vrfoundation.net/published-abravin-narcissistic-abuse-basic-dictionary/ ## [PUBLISHED! Snapshotting Sam Vaknin](https://vrfoundation.net/published-snapshotting-sam-vaknin/) _2025-08-20 · zvermar · Vaknin-Rangelovska Foundation_ Portuguese edition: http://samvak.tripod.com/snapshottingvakninportuguese.pdf This book is a kaleidoscope. But rather than tilt it this way and that – it tilts you. You begin to see things the way you have never contemplated them before. The acid trip of incisive text and drawings in the naïve style is indelible. Ostensibly, the book is a commentary on my tome, “Malignant Self-love: Narcissism… ## [Connecting your personal Gmail account to Make: step-by-step guide](https://helloaimin.substack.com/p/connect-gmail-personal-to-make-google-cloud-oauth) _2025-06-23 · Nina | AI'm In · AI’m In_ Fix Make + Gmail: How to Use Personal Gmail Without Errors ## [They're not AI Agents, it's just Automation: Start Here](https://helloaimin.substack.com/p/make-tutorial-no-code-automation) _2025-06-22 · Nina | AI'm In · AI’m In_ Learn the difference between automation and AI agents. Follow this step-by-step Make.com tutorial to log Google Docs into Google Sheets, no code needed. Perfect for beginners ## [New drops incoming: AI agents, Make and practical builds](https://helloaimin.substack.com/p/build-faster-low-code-fullstack-ai) _2025-06-16 · Nina | AI'm In · AI’m In_ How to build your AI app idea in days, not months ❱❱❱❱❱❱ Building smarter: tools, templates and tutorials ## [How to Build with AI (Even If You Don’t Code)](https://helloaimin.substack.com/p/ai-builder-paths) _2025-06-13 · Nina | AI'm In · AI’m In_ AI isn’t just for engineers anymore. 1️⃣ Low-Code: Build tools & automate—no coding needed. 2️⃣ AI Dev: Integrate LLMs & deploy scalable apps. Which path is yours? 👇 ## [Official AI Agent Playbooks ❯❯ \[Free Download\]](https://helloaimin.substack.com/p/ai-agents-expert-guides) _2025-06-11 · Nina | AI'm In · AI’m In_ ( Free Download )