The stuck-but-not-dead phase is suffocating as hell. The phone cover remains ugly because honesty is expensive.

19th May 2026. 00:35 AM.today, as i made a sandwich which i was supposed to make on sunday night, but monday night it is, i thought again about the strange violence of delay. not the cinematic kind. not the kind with music swelling in the background and a woman finally throwing open the doors of her house with one suitcase and a jawline sharp enough to cut patriarchy in half. no. the other kind.