RE: closing my loops & summer recently

There is a defiant friction between me and words that I haven't experienced in a long time, as I write (force out) this entry. I avoid naming this fear, but sometimes, naming it becomes the first step to loosen its grip - What if I can never write again? What if I lost my words somewhere in all the chaos of the past two months? For 2026, I set myself the goal of consistency (four to five Bear…