wow i really was sick in the head

rereading my old text messages when i was extremely ill is so groundbreaking. i remember the nature of my messages but not the exact content, so going and reading back on what i was saying online is just really eye-opening to the fact that i was such an awful person. i was really just a textbook bad person, but i'll give myself some grace considering i was in the pits of my mental illness. i…