what is wrong with me

i don’t know what’s wrong with me. i’m supposed to be having a fun vacation instead i’m rotting and smoking i’m my room while i’m meant to be socialising. i pride myself as an extrovert who finds it easy to make friends, and that’s how it seemed at first. everyone spoke to me on day 1 asked me questions about me and spoke to me as well on day 2. and then something switched, i suppose. they don’t…