everything i love will be over someday

everything i love, every friend i have, every relationship that i have ever been in has always ended at one point in time or another. everything i once knew will be over someday. i have no more faith in myself whatsoever to continue going on like this so i firmly believe i will fuck up and sever the last bonds i have. you all tell me you will never leave me, never break up with me, never stop…