everyday i ruin my life some more

i have hit absolute rock bottom. i left summer camp on day 2, i have pushed away all my friends, my boyfriend broke up with me, all i do is argue with my mother and i am living in a house i do not feel like i am welcome in anymore. this is all nobody's fault but mine and i do not know what to do. all i do is cry all day and miss what i once had there is no way out for me anymore and i can only…