ambiguous about change

tomorrow i am leaving hong kong for half a year. crazy? i'll be gone till spring break of 2027, that is a long ass time. and honestly, i couldn't tell you exactly how i feel, hence the title, ambiguous about change. so let me explain. it's almost like there's 2 of me living inside of me giving me different thoughts and opinions about each thing that happens, and going back to school has split me…