# everything feels (blogs) — RSS Amplifier Recent posts from the 4 feeds in the RSS Amplifier directory that cover everything feels. Page: Feed: --- ## [Differently Today](https://justemile.bearblog.dev/differently-today/) _2026-08-19 · justemile · Just Emile_ Wednesday. Start of the day. Tired. Overwhelmed. Anxious. Confused. Fed up. Frustrated. Scared. Embarrassed to be so scared and feel so very incompetent. Falling behind in my work. Feeling like the bottom is going to fall out from under me. What I want for today is to enjoy the day, to appreciate myself, to be grateful for all that I have and all that I can do. Let's do less today. If it's… ## [Should Netflix Start Streaming Music?](https://trapital.substack.com/p/should-netflix-start-streaming-music) _2026-08-18 · Dan Runcie · Trapital_ Today’s episode came from a comment by Warner Music Group’s CEO Robert Kyncl on why Netflix should add music to its platform. ## [The Deal](https://justemile.bearblog.dev/the-deal/) _2026-08-18 · justemile · Just Emile_ Interesting days. The vacation, the problem with the Udemy payment, waiting to get paid back, the "low" funds in the account, the falling Udemy/PLCDojo revenue. My innate personality is very uncomfortable with all of this. Everything feels out of control, everything seems to falling apart. But it's an illusion. And I know that I must expend effort every day, every single day to deal with my mind.… ## [This Next 50](https://justemile.bearblog.dev/this-next-50/) _2026-08-13 · justemile · Just Emile_ This next 50, ha ha it's absurd actually. But it has a much better ring than this next 37 or something like that :) What will it be like? What will you make of it? What do you want it to be? More being present. More immediacy to life. More appreciation of everything. More awareness of everything, of the moments passing by. More peace. More quiet moments. More health. More new experiences. More… ## [Don't Become Consumed](https://justemile.bearblog.dev/dont-be-consumed/) _2026-08-13 · justemile · Just Emile_ Progress has been made. I have a clear and specific plan for maintaining, and hopefully increasing, revenue. No jumping around, no new plans every week, no erratic behaviour. The execution of the current plan, giving it a chance, a proper chance to produce results. And now this is a very important thing. It is my hope that by having my work composed of the execution of my plan, that I prevent… ## [Chores](https://justemile.bearblog.dev/chores/) _2026-08-12 · justemile · Just Emile_ I know the deal. I know it all too well. And I know how to get out of it. If I do not face the vacay prep head on, then I will find myself scrambling at the last minute. I would be unprepared, frustrated and kicking myself for wasting all of the time that I had, because in fact I do have a lot of time to prepare. It's just that I am so very tired of doing chores, things that I have to do, that I… ## [The Trapital Summit 2026 lineup is here](https://trapital.substack.com/p/the-trapital-summit-2026-lineup-is) _2026-08-11 · Dan Runcie · Trapital_ Ticketmaster’s President, The Team’s Co-President of Music, and Capitol’s former CEO join leaders from Amazon, Disney, Primary Wave, and more. ## [Saturday Emptiness](https://justemile.bearblog.dev/saturday-emptiness/) _2026-08-08 · justemile · Just Emile_ Some words now to describe how I feel: tired, discouraged, demotivated, trapped, joyless, hopeless, sorrowful, depressed. I feel like a total failure. I feel that I am so very far behind. I feel like I am slowly failing. Everything feels so very dark and hopeless. My work feels like a burden. I feel so inauthentic in the way that I am living my life. The vacay feels like a burden. ## [Examining Meltdown and Panic Attack](https://justemile.bearblog.dev/examining-meltdown-and-panic-attack/) _2026-08-06 · justemile · Just Emile_ 8:24 am. Thursday 6th August. This morning I am giving myself some space. I can do so because I have worked really hard and been very intentional with designing my life in a certain way. So I deserve it. Yesterday I think I had a bit of a meltdown, and probably a panic attack. This morning I am still feeling some of the side effects of it. My mind is very scattered, and focusing feels like a… ## [31 de Julio de 2026](https://pastel-skies.bearblog.dev/31-de-julio-de-2026/) _2026-08-01 · pastel-skies · Nova's Rambles_ Once again there is not much to say here. The ONLY thing is that I've started up a volunteer job at the local theater, been starting small with simply taking tickets for raffles. If I rack up enough hours I can get a free one year membership, plus volunteering comes with a free small popcorn at the end (and the popcorn IS small, perfect size for someone like myself). My TADC poster has finally… ## [Point a Domain, Start a Pit (Sponsored)](https://crawlproof.com/a/7gM4L6Ccxe0d) _2026-08-01 · **Sponsored**_ Point any domain to a blacked-out, poison-green coming-soon page with an email waitlist. ## [Keywords](https://justemile.bearblog.dev/keywords/) _2026-08-01 · justemile · Just Emile_ Who do you want to be? What are the words that represent it? Maybe these ... Leader Courageous Confidence Adventurer Initiator Instigator Risk-Taker Disruptor Original-Thinker Experimenter Beauty Wonder Inspiration Freedom Fearless Discipline Consistent Persistent Dedication ## [Why Investors Are Looking Beyond Iconic Music Catalogs](https://trapital.substack.com/p/why-investors-are-looking-beyond) _2026-07-31 · Dan Runcie · Trapital_ We have a new episode this week. ## [Showing Mom Israel, Part 2](https://findingsimcha.substack.com/p/showing-mom-israel-part-2) _2026-07-25 · Hether Warshauer · Finding Simcha_ Ordinary Israel ## [More Perspective Shifts](https://justemile.bearblog.dev/more-perspective-shifts/) _2026-07-23 · justemile · Just Emile_ Something is changing in me. I am noticing it. I am gradually seeing things more and more for what they truly are. I think that I am gradually pushing through my illusions. Case in point. I am letting go of some of the fear of not having enough. This trip is expensive, and it is uncomfortable as to how expensive it is. But not as much as before. I have to make another adjustment that will cost… ## [Jay-Z’s Year of Offense, Explained](https://trapital.substack.com/p/jay-zs-year-of-offense-explained) _2026-07-22 · Dan Runcie · Trapital_ The vibe shift ## [Midnight Diner](https://justemile.bearblog.dev/midnight-diner/) _2026-07-21 · justemile · Just Emile_ A few days ago I was browsing Netflix shows and came across a series that suited me. What was most appealing about it was that each episode was under 30 mins, more like an average of 23 mins. For me this is ideal as it fits in nicely when I am taking a break from work, or just relaxing a bit. I have watched about 5 episodes so far and I must say that I am thoroughly enjoying it. I really like the… ## [Faith in Less](https://justemile.bearblog.dev/faith-in-less/) _2026-07-14 · justemile · Just Emile_ Sometimes it feels like it has all been said before. Maybe it has. But maybe it's still important to say it anyways. The repetition may very well be worth it. It still all feels like I am perpetually trying to play catch-up. I am in this enviable position where I have almost complete control of my time. I can choose what to focus on, and ignore, to a large extent. Yet it feels like I almost do not… ## [Trapital Summit 2026: Early Bird Tickets End July 15!](https://trapital.substack.com/p/trapital-summit-2026-early-bird-tickets) _2026-07-10 · Dan Runcie · Trapital_ The most valuable conversations in music, media, and entertainment rarely happen on panels. ## [Seeing](https://justemile.bearblog.dev/seeing/) _2026-07-07 · justemile · Just Emile_ I feel the fear again, but it is completely understandable. No reason for feeling guilty about the fear. After all, I have practiced being this way for decades. It's not going to go away just like that, probably not going to go away at all. The important thing right now is to see it, and I have seen it. I put down too many things to do today. I packed the day. Even though I went to the gym, I did… ## [Happy Belated Birthday, America](https://findingsimcha.substack.com/p/happy-belated-birthday-america) _2026-07-06 · Hether Warshauer · Finding Simcha_ On loving one country while raising your child in another ## [Sync Bookmarks Everywhere (Sponsored)](https://crawlproof.com/a/yGhwyBZKkyJS) _2026-07-06 · **Sponsored**_ Two-way sync keeps folders and toolbar intact across Chrome, Firefox, and Safari. ## [Remembering Clive Davis: 1932 - 2026](https://trapital.substack.com/p/remembering-clive-davis-1932-2026) _2026-07-01 · Dan Runcie · Trapital_ Today I recorded a solo episode to reflect on my interactions with Clive, the parts of his legacy that get overlooked, and what I think his real edge was. ## [Showing Mom Israel, Part 1](https://findingsimcha.substack.com/p/showing-mom-israel-part-1) _2026-06-30 · Hether Warshauer · Finding Simcha_ Planning the Perfect Visit ## [29 de Junio de 2026](https://pastel-skies.bearblog.dev/29-de-junio-de-2026/) _2026-06-29 · pastel-skies · Nova's Rambles_ IDK how long this entry will be, but regardless it IS an entry! To put short, not much has really happened in June, aside from me going to watch the Backrooms movie and seeing TADC finale. The Backrooms movie was good! Kane did a REAL good job with the direction and everything. I can't spoil everything but just... it feels like you're in the backrooms watching it! As for the TADC finale, the only… ## [The Story of Two Dogs and Their Boy](https://findingsimcha.substack.com/p/the-story-of-two-dogs-and-their-boy) _2026-06-15 · Hether Warshauer · Finding Simcha_ And it’s just getting started ## [When AI Writes Code and Makes Music, What's Left for Humans?](https://trapital.substack.com/p/when-ai-writes-code-and-makes-music) _2026-06-10 · Dan Runcie · Trapital_ Today we have an exciting new episode and a guest essay from AudioShake’s CEO and co-founder, Jessica Powell. ## [New on Finding Simcha: Paid Subscriber Chat](https://findingsimcha.substack.com/p/new-on-finding-simcha-paid-subscriber) _2026-06-07 · Hether Warshauer · Finding Simcha_ Join my virtual living room ## [Find Your Interstellar: Why Some Art Ages Well](https://trapital.substack.com/p/find-your-interstellar-why-some-art) _2026-06-03 · Dan Runcie · Trapital_ The art that ages well usually has something to say. ## [30 de Mayo de 2026](https://pastel-skies.bearblog.dev/30-de-mayo-de-2026/) _2026-05-31 · pastel-skies · Nova's Rambles_ A little late but whatever, here's a blog entry lol May has been quite the whirlwind to put it lightly. Earlier this month I ended up with cellulitis on my right big toe and had to be put on antibiotics for it. The nail is ingrown due to stubbing it on the nail, but I believe the main fault lied with me picking at some dried skin and leaving it to fester instead of taking care of it afterwards.… ## [Why Everything Feels The Same Now](https://trapital.substack.com/p/why-everything-feels-the-same-now) _2026-05-29 · Dan Runcie · Trapital_ This episode is about why everything feels the same in our culture despite how fragmented our media is. ## [What to Expect When You’re Expecting and None of it Happens Quite Like You Expect](https://findingsimcha.substack.com/p/what-to-expect-when-youre-expecting) _2026-05-21 · Hether Warshauer · Finding Simcha_ Or how there’s no How To guide to care for a NICU baby and I’m okay with that ## [Licensed Dispensaries, Pay with Crypto (Sponsored)](https://crawlproof.com/a/n7TtFeOgy8qE) _2026-05-21 · **Sponsored**_ Search verified licensed dispensaries and pay with Bitcoin, Lightning, or stablecoins. ## [K-Pop's Paradox: Why BTS Fans Aren’t K-Pop Fans](https://trapital.substack.com/p/k-pops-paradox-why-bts-fans-arent) _2026-05-19 · Dan Runcie · Trapital_ This week’s episode is about a different type of tension. ## [The One](https://findingsimcha.substack.com/p/the-one) _2026-04-27 · Hether Warshauer · Finding Simcha_ The call came in the morning, when the air was still enough that every chirping bird outside my window seemed audible. ## [26 de Abril de 2026](https://pastel-skies.bearblog.dev/26-de-abril-de-2026/) _2026-04-27 · pastel-skies · Nova's Rambles_ Well, this month has been a little tumutulous lol I gone and changed all my card deets on sites where I needed to, and I have no idea if it was due to lack of funds or something else at play, but PayPal... refused to work with it when the monthly bills came around. I had to scramble and set it so they used my card directly instead. I might have to give it some time to settle but so far the method… ## [The Day After: Taking a Deep Breath](https://findingsimcha.substack.com/p/the-day-after-taking-a-deep-breath) _2026-04-08 · Hether Warshauer · Finding Simcha_ Finding Simcha is the home for personal stories about motherhood in progress, immigration, and learning to laugh when everything feels wildly out of control. ## [Pregnancy Without the Algorithm](https://findingsimcha.substack.com/p/pregnancy-without-the-algorithm) _2026-04-01 · Hether Warshauer · Finding Simcha_ What I gained by leaving Instagram during IVF and pregnancy ## [27 de Marzo de 2026](https://pastel-skies.bearblog.dev/27-de-marzo-de-2026/) _2026-03-27 · pastel-skies · Nova's Rambles_ Got in and finally did a little bit of cleaning up for my Nekoweb landing page. It's been something I been wanting to do for a very, very long time but never figured out how to do so. Much of the bulk were the text-based webrings or the ones where you had no choice but to place them on your landing page, lest the webmasters of them or the rings themself mark your site as invalid. So, I decided to… ## [Golda and Moshe Issue a Household Situation Report](https://findingsimcha.substack.com/p/golda-and-moshe-issue-a-household) _2026-03-13 · Hether Warshauer · Finding Simcha_ Domestic intelligence briefing regarding the emerging situation only known as "Science Baby" ## [23 de Febrero de 2026](https://pastel-skies.bearblog.dev/23-de-febrero-de-2026/) _2026-02-24 · pastel-skies · Nova's Rambles_ Tax refund season has happened and I got my cut of it. Feburary has been... mostly quiet for the most part, not much has really happened up till yesterday lol While I did splurge on some fun goodies, at most I did mostly buy some important things that I been needing, a new CD player is one of them. With the prices of e-bikes going up (along with everything else that's remotely electronic-ish) that… ## [27 de Enero de 2026](https://pastel-skies.bearblog.dev/27-de-enero-de-2026/) _2026-01-28 · pastel-skies · Nova's Rambles_ It's not even the end of the month and already there's quite a lot of stuff happening. Personally I'm not 100% sure what to make of it all, everything feels very muttled and confusing already, perhaps age is beginning to finally catch up to me. I'm going to give it a little bit before seeing if things clear up some. On a more lighter note, alongside collecting music CDs I started a cassette… ## [29 de Diciembre de 2026](https://pastel-skies.bearblog.dev/29-de-diciembre-de-2026/) _2025-12-29 · pastel-skies · Nova's Rambles_ We're coming close to the end of the year, and yesterday was the 1st anniversary of my website! I've learned quite a bit since I decided to dabble into HTML and CSS, and as I add more stuff to it, I now understand why after a while, people will want to update their layout. That's something I'll eventually do at a later date, and a little bit of help for feedback and getting CSS elements to work.… ## [26 de Noviembre de 2025](https://pastel-skies.bearblog.dev/26-de-noviembre-de-2025/) _2025-11-26 · pastel-skies · Nova's Rambles_ It's... hard to believe it's almost 2026, hasn't it? Things have been pretty rocky, there's been some ups and downs through it all, but I'm still pushing through, I refuse to give up. To say that I have not made progress is a huge understatement, I done things that me 10 years ago would have thought was impossible, but I had the patience and the resources to be able to pull them off with either no… ## [18 de Octubre de 2025](https://pastel-skies.bearblog.dev/18-de-octubre-de-2025/) _2025-10-18 · pastel-skies · Nova's Rambles_ Not a really big entry, this one's gonna be short and sweet. It's been a month since I upgraded my PC, and so far everything's been running relatively smoothly. It survived Windows Updates and while it gets warm it hasn't gotten hot to the point of cooking itself to death. One thing I'll make sure to do is to open it up at least once in a while and give it a good dusting so the fans don't get…