Existing only in my mind

I don't exist in the real world. I exist only in my mind. Addicted to thinking and to thinking about thinking. Worrying. And worrying about worrying. An endless deluge. Yet another sorry sap who separates his life into pre-Covid and post-Covid eras, but post-Covid, truly, where has all that time gone? What memories have I formed? I was in three relationships, allegedly. They all ended, allegedly.…