I’m struggling at using you…

I use myself every night before going to bed, sometimes several times in quick succession if I am feeling frisky, it's all about using your creativity to get yourself in the right head space, try picturing a sexy monad, a smoking hot type of monoid in the category of endofunctors,see how it applies a function onto itself? ahhh yes that's the stuff, picture all that associativity... oh yeahhhhhhhh…